i really feel like i am on the edge right now, trapped in the no man’s land between relative freedom and complete submission. Prentending i ponder what to do next, while knowing perfectly there is no escape to my addiction. In a metter of day or hours, i will cave in and effectively strart transferring power to Princess Jennifer. Though She has and will impose Her own agenda and i might be wrong, i can see it all coming: first She’ll make sure She has enough compromising material to ensure my total obedience, pictures, webcam shots, personal info, videos; at the same time, She will have me perform on cam and make it as degrading as possible in order to start breaking my ego and self esteem, at least what’s left of them; then She’ll take control of me financially; last, She probably will enjoy modifying my sexual response, habits, and finally my physical appearance if not my gender.