i am a new slave to the Queen. She took me as one after much begging, much groveling, and tribute. i am so thankful to her. For the first time in my life i feel i have meaning, i am serving the only deity on earth. She has been very stern in teaching me how she wishes to be served and breaking me of a lifetime of bad habits. i can’t find words to express my appreciation for her teaching. i am feeling more and more submissive each day. i would have never believed i could have reached the level of submission i feel for Majesty. i have begun focusing on her feet as a symbol of her authority and superiority of me. i adore and worship Majesty. Since becoming her slave officially on Saturday, i have learned so much of the value of true submission and honest behavior, and of course focus on her feet as a symbol of total submission. Since Saturday i have written two essays for Majesty, expressing my deepest feeling of submission, one 1500 words and the other 2000 words. Majesty is becoming everything in my life.
In chat today, i wrote to Queen that she is as far above me as i am above an ant, and that i realize i must interest her no more than an ant interests me. She challenged me to think deeply about that analogy. She is brilliant, she obviously saw before i did the subconscious part of that analogy. i could have used any number of different animals to make my point, why the ant? i thought about it all morning. Not only is the ant far beneath me, as i am to her, but there is only one ant queen, and all other ants live to serve and care and submit to her. Most are asexual drones who spend their lives working for the Queen. Majesty saw into my deepest mind and understood my analogy. My subconcious was expressing my new status. i have meaning in life as part of a growing group, that will eventually encompass the world, all devoted to serving the Queen.
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you are going to need lots of training to break you of your pathetic collection of habits that you call your life. It should be interesting to see if you survive the process…
Will this little ant make it – or it drown in the rain?