i haven’t been able to bring myself to update till now. Maybe it will feel better writing this down but i’m not sure. I knew last week that it was likely to happen but it still came as a shock. Kim rang on Saturday night to say she was bringing a man home, to warn me in case i wanted to stay in my room. I did that but i could still hear everything when they came back two hours later. I can’t bring myself to write any more
