Let the brainwashing begin

Yesterday somehow was Day 1 for this sissy, as Princess really started to brainwash and reformat me. she wants me to focus on Her exclusively, while progressively getting rid of any once of manhood i might have thought i could keep.

Princess sent me an audio wave and ordered me to listen to it constantly, at home, in my car, evrwhere, which i did until a few minutes ago. i think She wants me to really obsess over Her and hear Her voice even when not listening. Insome strange way, this works and i hear Her giggles now as i’m writing these lines. She’s constantly with me, haunting me, but i love it all the way.

Princess also ordered me not to sleep last night, and i didn’t sleep a single minute. i didn’t need to drink much coffee to do so as i was so excited, aroused by the very feeling i was submitting to a much younger, smarter, superior Goddess.

In addition to all this, God Jennifer started to have me write lines very much the way one trains a dog to go on paper. Of course, these lines always say how bright and beautiful Princess is. i can hardly discribe the mixture of extreme humiliation and excitement i felt while writing these lines, home and in my office. How fascinating: though i have so many complex and sometimes vital issues to tackle at work, i find myself writing and rewriting the same sentence in pink ink only because Princess said so. Pleasing Her simply is more important than anything else.

Last, Princess asked me to buy inflatable doll and plug in order to get ready for play this coming week-end, as well as to steal someone else’s panties. As far as the stealing is concerned, i have been very lucky this morning. As i arrived in the office first, as usual, i noticed our (female) marketing manager had forgotten her fitness bag by her desk. i looked into it and…bingo, i found a panty she probably used during her fitness session yesterday. It’s wet, but i don’t care. i felt very bad to steal it, but i guess she might think she’s lost it at the gym and, in any case, i had no option cause Princess said so.

i feel so good now that i decided not to deny any more my urge to fall deep for Princess Jennifer and allow Her to transform me as She sees fit. i’m only concerned the mind fuck that is about to take place might hurt my brain to such an extent i might not be able to work properly.

Thank You, God Jennifer, for taking some of Your most valuable time to educate and mold me.

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