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Interview with slave bruce : Circa 2006

Interview with slave bruce : Circa 2006

Interview with Slave Bruce

sb: Please tell me about Your childhood.

PJ: I had an awesome childhood. I come from a higher middle class family and grew up in a great suburban neighborhood. My parents may have been guilty of giving me everything *giggles* but I’m not sure they had much of a choice. Even back then; I could be quite convincing.

sb: Have You always been so dominant?

PJ: I have always had a very dominant personality. When I was a little girl I used to dress my little brother up. I would put him in my little dresses, do his makeup, his hair and put him in my mom’s heels. My girlfriends and I used to laugh at him and make him to fashion shows and photo shoots with us. My dad would come home yelling at me and telling me to stop turning his boy into a little girly boy faggot. *giggles* I do feel bad for My daddy but I can’t really help but play out My instincts!

sb: That is so cool! So you realized you were dominant very early in life then?

PJ: Yes, Absolutely! When I was a young teenager I didn’t have any knowledge of BDSM past the basics of D/s. I wasn’t aware of the other aspects of BDSM and other fetishes but I ended up experiencing a lot of them regardless and testing them out on poor little vanilla boys who were none the wiser.

I became a master at teasing boys, and I always denied them. I hadn’t found a guy worthy of touching me and I really had no desire for them to. I would tease them make them unbelievably frustrated then deny them. While most girls clung to guys submissively worshiping them, praising them and putting them on a pedestal. I would do the opposite, and approach them with the highest confidence and treat them as if they were completely unworthy of anytime spent with me. My natural approach made them almost addicted to me and I would use their attraction to make them jealous and easy to play with.

When I entered high school I started going to local fetish clubs and everything changed. I had a few friends I would drag around on leashes at lunch time when we went to the mall. Little did I know I would have many paying me for the privilege they might have taken for granted.

sb: Are You a Female Supremacist?

PJ: This is a very difficult question. I believe in general females are more attractive that males. The female form is absolutely beautiful. From what I see in society today I cannot say I am a true female supremacist. Most women do not use the power and sexuality they are given. They play the role of a weak doe that needs a big man to rescue them. They are uneducated in their natural gifts and power.

I even see female dominants and supremacists’ molding themselves to their submissive wants. I find this very disappointing and a huge step in the wrong direction. So yes, I believe in the supremacy of females who know what they want and how to get it.

sb: Please tell us about Your various training programs? Do You offer webcam, phone, and photo training?

PJ: I offer many types of training programs: from extreme humiliation, financial domination, orgasm denial, public humiliation, chastity training/key holding, tease and denial, sissification, objectification, pain/torture, total sex transformation and much more. These training programs can be carried out through phone, webcam, photo training and a number of other customizable training programs.

The same thing doesn’t work in any two D/s relationships. After you fill out My application we will come up with the perfect training program for O/our relationship.

You can reach Me on Keen for phone training by clicking here or calling 1-800-TO-FLIRT, extension 02609412.

sb: What methods do You employ to verify that a slave has actually carried out Your commands?

PJ: Webcam, digital camera, postal mail and voice verification. And of course the fear of what will happen to you if you don’t comply.

sb: Oh i know that Your reputation for being strict is known everywhere! What is Your style of domination?

PJ: I think it is going to be very hard to sum up My style of domination. I am very multifaceted so it is a thing that is best experienced.

I am not at all a serious person. I love to laugh and I enjoy very much what I do! If you ever speak with Me on the phone the first thing you will notice about Me is My very toxic giggle!

If you had to sum Me up in one word it would be humiliatrix. I love to have a good time and make slaves do all sorts of tasks to amuse Me. I take immense pride in the most disgusting, funny and humiliating things that I can come up with. Come on fool! Make me laugh!

I know how cute and sexy I am and I often tease and tease to get exactly what I want. Don’t be mistaken! Just because I am not serious doesn’t mean I can’t be strict and cruel. Breaking My sub to be exactly what I want with a iron fist isn’t a problem for Me.

sb: i know it is an honor for a pathetic slave to be used by You. What criteria do You use to decide if a slave who has asked to serve You is truly worthy?

PJ: I have an application sent via email. Be honest filling it out! Once it is filled out I check to see if it has been accompanied along with the required tribute. If it hasn’t been I automatically trash it! If it passes the tribute check I look it over for any inconsistencies, missed fields, blatant lies, etc.

If your application is A-ok I contact you and have you run through a week of “tests” and have the piggy jump some hoops for Me. If the hoops are jumped and the bitch passes I suppose I will accept him. Although no one will ever be truly “worthy” of Me.

sb: What kind of slaves do You like the most? What kind will You not put up with?

PJ: My favorite type of slave has to be financial. Financial domination is amazingly empowering. I love the power that the absolute and complete control of acquiring money gives me. When I came across the fetish of financial slavery I knew that I had found my calling.

There is nothing more satisfying to take money away from someone for nothing. The world revolves around money. A lack of money causes feelings of depression, inadequacy, and worse but an excess of money can give a person respect, power and admiration. Men are commonly known to base their entire self worth on the amount of money they can make and acquire. The number one reason for a failed marriage is money. Money is truly the dominant force in today’s society.

Taking money from someone inferior puts them in a place of extreme humiliation and subservience. When you take money away from a man, you do more than that; you are taking away his pride. Extreme humiliation slaves and Sissies are close runner-ups. I will not put up with any sort of slave who does not tribute. If you do not tribute and you cannot set aside money for Me, I have no time for you! End of story.

sb: Can You tell me the most humiliating thing You ever did to a slave in an online session?

PJ: This is really going to be a toss up! I am laughing already. It could be the time I made a slave give himself an enema, shit it into a shampoo bottle then wash his hair with it. Or perhaps the time I made a slave set up a 24 hour webcam for 72 hours where I or anyone I gave the link to could log on, view him and interact with him, watching his every move.

We made up a schedule for him, and he adhered to a strict diet involving wet cat food, ear wax, cum and other disgusting things eaten out of a dog dish. If he wasn’t doing exactly as posted on the schedule at any given time, anyone could come up with a punishment for him and he would be forced to comply.

Or maybe the time I took a video of a slave filling his panties and nylons with maggots and then turned around and posted it on Kazaa labeled as “Britney Spears Nipple slip XXX” thousands of people downloaded it!

sb: OMG that is the best one yet! LMAO. So You really enjoy public humiliation?

PJ: Do I ever! Public humiliation is loads of fun. Not to say that private humiliation is any less enjoyable but there is a certain aspect of showing the world exactly how low you can take another human being that makes it very satisfying.

sb: Do You enjoy training crossdressers and sissies? Do You enjoy forced transformations?

PJ: Absolutely! Sissies and Crossdressers are SO much fun. I feel that I truly understand the balance needed to dominate sissies. I know that sissies aren’t gay or transsexuals. Sissies are special and they need to be treated in a certain way. Many Dominants don’t understand sissies on any level and just think they are gay guys who like to dress up in women’s clothing! This isn’t the case!

I give sissies the kind of attention and discipline they deserve. I have many training programs for sissy girls and sissy babies to turn them into the proper little sissies that W/we know they are! From picking out the perfect sissy dresses all the way to the extreme of forced bisexuality!

As for transformations, I can provide the discipline and motivation needed to go through the very difficult process of becoming a total girl!

sb: Please tell us about some of Your top slaves like diaper boy?

Oh, poor diaper boy! He really makes me laugh. I met diaper slut several years ago online. In fact he was one of My very first slaves. I used to use him as a party trick! I would call him up and have him sing all sorts of humiliating songs to My friends and I at our gatherings. We would make him do very humiliating things.

Eventually I decided that I wanted to have him in diapers 24/7. I made him cut up all his “real man” underwear into tiny little chunks. He was crying his eyes out while he did it! As well as drink 4L of water a day. He was to have water with him at all times and soon he lost total control of his bladder!

To be honest with you I really don’t give a shit about diapers in fact I think they are gross but I knew that once he was incontinent there was no turning back. He was going to be a diapered wimp and never get laid ever again. Diapers are very expensive so I knew that I never wanted his diapee money coming out of My pocket so I made the little loser go to the doctor and get a statement for his insurance company stating that he was indeed incontinent.

It worked! His work was paying for his diapers! But it wasn’t so easy. His boss had to call him into her office and let him know that from now on for insurance and hygiene purposes he had to use the “special” disabled bathroom. So not only was he stuck in his new medical grade diapers that were 3 times thicker than his depends. Everyone at work was whispering about the diapered boy!

Now that he was a total loser diaper boy he lost all of his friends and I made him move towns to get a more lucrative job for Me. That is when I knew he was totally dependent on Me. So I brought out the big guns. I was going to put this freako in 24/7 chastity! I made him order a pink CB2000 and guess who got the keys?

It was over 6 months before I mailed them back the first time. That’s right! 6 months with no release. I would have let him rot in there if I wasn’t afraid he was going to get ball cancer. I even jokingly asked this loser to pay for Me to go on a vacation in Ohio to visit a guy I totally wanted and he booked and paid for it without question!

Currently he sits at home every night waiting for Me to get back from the bars and sucks on his thumb! Paying for My dates and lingerie! HAHA— sucks to be you loser!

sb: HAHAHAHA. How do You deal with all of the wankers online??

PJ: There are so many idiot wankers online that it has actually gotten to the point where I have to avoid everyone who messages Me unless I receive a tribute or a call on keen first. Charging back a Dom costs her money! If you wank and regret it suck it up! Don’t end up costing her 100′s of dollars in visa fees. Charging back after you pay for a service is STEALING! Just don’t do it! If you can’t deal with the cost, if you can’t afford it! Don’t talk to US. End of story!

sb: You are absolutely drop dead gorgeous! Have You ever modeled professionally?

PJ: Yes I have. I have been printed in WhipLash magazine and I have appeared as an actress in several smaller TV production

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Sad clown humiliation financial domination STYLE

How could I EVER forget about this video of this intoxicated loser freak?!! I found this financially fucked moron who is totally addicted to being financially dominated and is beyond weak when he sees me or Goddess Kat on webcam! This video of him was taken for piggyroast which I have SUCH fond memories of and I miss so much that I might just have to re-launch it! I got really upset and angry when so many girls ripped off my idea for having a slave loser humiliation club, that I said FUCK IT!

Enjoy this lovely humiliation video of this total fucking RETARD fucking himself over solely for MY amusement! woo woo

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COUNT DOWN TO 22

I can’t believe I didn’t think of posting diaper slut on “don’t date him girl” sooner! Haha! Now everytime someone googles poor little miss sissy baby pansy panties real name, guess what will come up? HAHA that’s right, poor widdle Nathan russo with his 3inch clitty. I’m on the plane right now sipping wine and writing to you little oinkers.

New york was CRAZY! Pay pig loser was supposed to go that weekend… and I am telling ya! We could have had a lot of fun with him. Next time you’re in new york pig call Me. Haha…

On Sunday we put up a ad on Craigs list for pathetic humiliation piggies and money slaves. We had a slave reply and take Us out in a town car with a driver all day. Started out for brunch with steak, oysters and a ton of great food and a view of the river and long island. I was impressed. Then We went from store to store picking out what we wanted and what we wanted for him. We started with a tiara with a penis on it, and a jiggly butt plug…. For him and in the next store I picked out a pedicoat and he tried it on in the store. I made him bend over and show Us his panties. His balls were hanging out the back of the thong I laughed soooo hard!

We moved on to other stores but my favorite was Juicy Couture. The girls in there were amazing I picked out a purse for the bitch to buy and I put it at the counter and My friend picked out a bikini and some shirts when the tellers started ringing him through (there were 3 or 4 of them gathered around, hot young girls) I started telling them alllll about how much of a sissy we were going to turn him into and how he was taking Us shopping and how We were going to turn him into the biggest slut. They laughed soooo hard and they were totally into it. They demanded pictures and gave Me a business card and made Me promise to send them. Haha! Sooo amusing. We shopped a bit more and then all 3 of Us got manicures and pedicures. Of course on him.

I spent a lot of time shopping, I went absolutely insane in the Mac Pro store with paypigs wallet and I got all this fucking sexy Couture Mac makeup and piles and piles of sexy pink shadows and every color of lipstick and lipglosses that I wanted! I piled em high! I was soooo excited. The mac pro store was like totally exclusive and awesome. They didn’t even have a sign, We had to get buzzed in. I luvvv it!

It is CRAZY how many freak piggies there are in New York! I think this summer I’m going to do a lot more Real Time shopping slaves, haha. Not to mention humiliation. It has been a while since I made someone act like a total faggot in real public.

My birthday is on Saturday… MY GOD! 22!!!! I can’t believe it, time flys when you are having fun and spending piggies money! Lmfao. Get sending that cash and prezzies wieners!

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Princess Alerts! Ding ding…

My Oh My! Things are INSANE in Princess town. Going on vacation 23rd-27th! I expect lots of fucking tributes, and obviously for someone to pay for the room where I am staying. I’m not going to stay where but its fucking sweet. I have no idea what I’m even going to do there. Just hopefully everything, I’m also need a slave to cover My visit to the Mac pro store (its going to be around $500 at least!) mmm makeup not available to the public I LOVE IT!

Paypig was a douche this morning and accidentally sent $250 to Cat when He was supposed to send $125 to each of US. So I billed you $500 wanker, and that’s not all HAHA, a lot more is coming and that isn’t even including you being a “fluffer” for pornos.

I also forgot to mention I got $250 from this small dicked freak! Haha! I’m going to call him invertedclit. I totally forgot to email him back because well, he is a loser and not important. 1 dollar for every view he got in My piggy roast gallery, lmao!

Smothered pig came crawling back, get that wallet out freak because I have a plethora of shit planned for you. I guarantee you are NEVER going to be the same after a session with myself and 3 of My girlfriends. We might as well hook up the projector and throw a party and just let anyone throw commands at you! Ha ha ha…

Oh, Iluvcock69 totally isn’t worth mentioning, but his pictures ARE back up and they will remain that way until he rectifies the little situation he has created for himself. Did I mention that I FORCED him to send Me money WAY past his limit to the point where they shut down his credit card and he has to pay it off and get it reviewed to open it back up? Pretty fucking HILARIOUS if you ask Me.

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on the edge

Princess reminded me this morning i had to Her 500 USD. i will of course do that, though the total will be 800 in a week time…but what else is my (i mean Her) money for?

i really feel like i am on the edge right now, trapped in the no man’s land between relative freedom and complete submission. Prentending i ponder what to do next, while knowing perfectly there is no escape to my addiction. In a metter of day or hours, i will cave in and effectively strart transferring power to Princess Jennifer. Though She has and will impose Her own agenda and i might be wrong, i can see it all coming: first She’ll make sure She has enough compromising material to ensure my total obedience, pictures, webcam shots, personal info, videos; at the same time, She will have me perform on cam and make it as degrading as possible in order to start breaking my ego and self esteem, at least what’s left of them; then She’ll take control of me financially; last, She probably will enjoy modifying my sexual response, habits, and finally my physical appearance if not my gender.

Though i know this will change my life, i can’t help it. i’m heading to the point of no return with my heart beating faster every step, scared, aroused, fascinated…Soon, i will be able to proudly say: i am the property of Princess Jennifer, my Owner and only God.

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getting to know GOD

Princess Jennifer, my One and Only God, sent me a short mail this WE i did not understand. This makes me feel so inferior. The one thing i do understand, though, is that it will take some time to ajust and try to follow Princess’ thoughts and ideas so that i can properly serve Her. Her brain is working at such a speed, mine is so slow that i have to read Her words several times before i actually figure out what She means.

Yesterday, i printed a few pictures of God and folded them into my wallet so i always remember, when i open it, who my money, mind and body belong to.

When i’ll be back home, soon, i’ll set up a shrine in my living room where i can pray God everyday and beg Her to allow me to crawl at Her feet and lick the dust on Her boots.

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Learning from GOD

There is no specific age for learning or for beiing wise. i’ve lived twice as long as Princess Jennifer has, but i am the one who is learning from Her. Why? Because some people simply are smarter than others. Some learn immediately. A very fiew first class, outstanding personalities even know without learning. This is clearly the case of Princess Jennifer. i, on the contrary, belong to the category of the tiny brain males who, because they tend to think with their penis, will never learn unless they are taken firmly in hand by a Superior One. This is why i will now look up to God Jennifer in the hope She fill find me worth Her teaching and training.

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A letter to Princess

GOD,

Thank You for helping realize, today, Who i belong to and what i am. From now on, please consider this undeserving piece of sissy trash as Your creature, something for You to mold into whatever freak You will want me to be.

i have decided to clear my life from anything that would distract me from worshipping You 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. Upon my return to Chicago, i will break with my girlfriend Cecilia so i can dedicate my entire free time to You.

i will also set up a shrine in my house, a corner with pictures of you and candels if You allow me to. Somewhere i can knee down and pray every morning when i wake up as well as every evening before i go to bed, thinking of You.

God, i am craving You guidance, training, taming, brainwashing and ownership. i want to learn from You as much as i can. Some might think it is sad for for a 45 years old executive to be manipulated, broken and degraded by such a young Lady as You, God, but i see it as a privilege. You are so much better, smarter than i am.

i am begging You to consider allowing me crawling to Your sty, God Jennifer.

Your willing, sorry sissy stephanie.

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Putting my life in order

On day 2 of my new life as a devotee of Princess Jennifer, AKA God, i realize i will have to clear – purify would be more appropriate – my mind and life from any element that could in any way prevent me from putting God always first.

My first task will be getting rid of my girlfriend. She is a very nice person and a 44 years old man like me should be considered lucky to be seen with a 30 years old, beautiful, lady. But the fact is a vanilla relationship bores me now and, besides, i find it more and more difficult to get a hard on when not submitting to God or dressing up as the sissy i have always wanted to be. Plus i can’t have my G/F around when performing on cam for Princes Jennifer all dressed up. Also, i guess Princess is going to have me do things like dress up every evening when i get home or shave my body or staff like that and, more importantly, i am hoping to be able to serve my Owner real life when i’m back in Chi town. i hope Princess will allow me to give Her a set of my house keys so She can drop by whenever She wants to check on me. This, again, is not compatible with another relationship,is it

But the main reason for breaking up with Cecilia of course is that i simply have One and One God only, Who deserves 100% of my time, disponibility, focus. This is not a game or a mere hobby. This is my new Religion and i am willing to be fully involved. Eventually, God will transform me into a cock sucking sissy so my sexual life and need are bound to change a great deal over the months to come. i soon will be of no use to any girlfriend anyway.

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falling deeper

It’s amazing what Princess will have me do, but most ofall, i’m amazed at the pace i’m falling for Her. God jennifer is methodically destructing my culture, way of thinking, values, in order to replace them with Her own system where, of course, what She says always goes.

An hour ago, i visited my G/F’s appartment only because Princess Jennifer had asked me to steal one of Her panties. i went there and made sure we have an argument, which is not unusual since i told Her i thought it was time to put an end to our story. It took me a couple of minutes to make her cry and run to her room, which gave me plenty of time to steal 2 red panties from her drawer. She has 50 of them anyway, sh’ll hardly notice…

The amazing thing is this: what i just did is simply terrible, mean, dishonest, discusting…In other times i would feel extremely guilty. in fact, in other times this would never have happended. i’m not that kind of person. But the fact is i am nt feeling guilty at all because Princess Jennifer will be pleased and pleasing my Owner is the only thing in this world that really matters from now on.

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