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YOU are a higher power

by on 11. Jan, 2009 in Fin Domme, Garbage

my Queen,

Thank YOU so much for allowing this puppy to serve YOU year after year.     There is no doubt that last year that YOU molded it into YOUR complete minion.   YOUR perfect feet have just taken over my world my QUEEN.   it wakes up every morning thinking about how perfect YOU are and how superior YOU are in every way .     There is no doubt that YOU are way smarter and should be served forever .    YOU are a higher power and should be worshiped in every way .     it cannot think of a better way to live its life in 2009 than to be under YOUR feet.   it looks forward to becoming anything and everything YOU are going to transform it into .   it knows that its life can only improve with YOUR instruction and guidance .     Thank YOU so much for allowing this lowly puppet to be a part of YOUR world .       YOU are everything my QUEEN  <bows>.

Garbage

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we waiting your vids Mistress…

we waiting your vids Mistress…

by on 05. Jan, 2009 in Cuckold, Fin Domme, Humiliation, Slave Posts, Slaves, Tease and Denial, Tributes

Oh Queen jennifer, i am so happy to know you making news vids for weak slave minds like me! I realy need your vids for the days where i can’t hear your voice at phone! it’s an obligation to stay focused, thank you Mistress Jennifer you’re very good with your slaves!

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pleasing my Owner

by on 23. Oct, 2006 in Diary, Fin Domme, iluvcock, Slave Posts, Slaves, Tributes

i just sent Princess 500 USD and i’m so happy to have pleased Her.
i look forward being trained and brainwashed and transformed by Princess.
She now owns me, and the fact is i am extremely proud of it.

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on the edge

by on 11. Oct, 2006 in Blackmail, Cuckold, Fin Domme, Forced Bi, Humiliation, iluvcock, Slave Posts, Tributes

Princess reminded me this morning i had to Her 500 USD. i will of course do that, though the total will be 800 in a week time…but what else is my (i mean Her) money for?

i really feel like i am on the edge right now, trapped in the no man’s land between relative freedom and complete submission. Prentending i ponder what to do next, while knowing perfectly there is no escape to my addiction. In a metter of day or hours, i will cave in and effectively strart transferring power to Princess Jennifer. Though She has and will impose Her own agenda and i might be wrong, i can see it all coming: first She’ll make sure She has enough compromising material to ensure my total obedience, pictures, webcam shots, personal info, videos; at the same time, She will have me perform on cam and make it as degrading as possible in order to start breaking my ego and self esteem, at least what’s left of them; then She’ll take control of me financially; last, She probably will enjoy modifying my sexual response, habits, and finally my physical appearance if not my gender.

Though i know this will change my life, i can’t help it. i’m heading to the point of no return with my heart beating faster every step, scared, aroused, fascinated…Soon, i will be able to proudly say: i am the property of Princess Jennifer, my Owner and only God.

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getting to know GOD

by on 09. Oct, 2006 in Blackmail, Cuckold, Fin Domme, Forced Bi, Humiliation, iluvcock, Slave Posts, Tributes

Princess Jennifer, my One and Only God, sent me a short mail this WE i did not understand. This makes me feel so inferior. The one thing i do understand, though, is that it will take some time to ajust and try to follow Princess’ thoughts and ideas so that i can properly serve Her. Her brain is working at such a speed, mine is so slow that i have to read Her words several times before i actually figure out what She means.

Yesterday, i printed a few pictures of God and folded them into my wallet so i always remember, when i open it, who my money, mind and body belong to.

When i’ll be back home, soon, i’ll set up a shrine in my living room where i can pray God everyday and beg Her to allow me to crawl at Her feet and lick the dust on Her boots.

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Learning from GOD

by on 06. Oct, 2006 in Blackmail, Cuckold, Fin Domme, Forced Bi, Humiliation, iluvcock, Slave Posts, Tributes

There is no specific age for learning or for beiing wise. i’ve lived twice as long as Princess Jennifer has, but i am the one who is learning from Her. Why? Because some people simply are smarter than others. Some learn immediately. A very fiew first class, outstanding personalities even know without learning. This is clearly the case of Princess Jennifer. i, on the contrary, belong to the category of the tiny brain males who, because they tend to think with their penis, will never learn unless they are taken firmly in hand by a Superior One. This is why i will now look up to God Jennifer in the hope She fill find me worth Her teaching and training.

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A letter to Princess

by on 05. Oct, 2006 in Blackmail, Cuckold, Fin Domme, Forced Bi, Humiliation, iluvcock, Slave Posts, Tributes

GOD,

Thank You for helping realize, today, Who i belong to and what i am. From now on, please consider this undeserving piece of sissy trash as Your creature, something for You to mold into whatever freak You will want me to be.

i have decided to clear my life from anything that would distract me from worshipping You 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. Upon my return to Chicago, i will break with my girlfriend Cecilia so i can dedicate my entire free time to You.

i will also set up a shrine in my house, a corner with pictures of you and candels if You allow me to. Somewhere i can knee down and pray every morning when i wake up as well as every evening before i go to bed, thinking of You.

God, i am craving You guidance, training, taming, brainwashing and ownership. i want to learn from You as much as i can. Some might think it is sad for for a 45 years old executive to be manipulated, broken and degraded by such a young Lady as You, God, but i see it as a privilege. You are so much better, smarter than i am.

i am begging You to consider allowing me crawling to Your sty, God Jennifer.

Your willing, sorry sissy stephanie.

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Putting my life in order

by on 05. Oct, 2006 in Blackmail, Cuckold, Fin Domme, Forced Bi, Humiliation, iluvcock, Slave Posts, Tributes

On day 2 of my new life as a devotee of Princess Jennifer, AKA God, i realize i will have to clear – purify would be more appropriate – my mind and life from any element that could in any way prevent me from putting God always first.

My first task will be getting rid of my girlfriend. She is a very nice person and a 44 years old man like me should be considered lucky to be seen with a 30 years old, beautiful, lady. But the fact is a vanilla relationship bores me now and, besides, i find it more and more difficult to get a hard on when not submitting to God or dressing up as the sissy i have always wanted to be. Plus i can’t have my G/F around when performing on cam for Princes Jennifer all dressed up. Also, i guess Princess is going to have me do things like dress up every evening when i get home or shave my body or staff like that and, more importantly, i am hoping to be able to serve my Owner real life when i’m back in Chi town. i hope Princess will allow me to give Her a set of my house keys so She can drop by whenever She wants to check on me. This, again, is not compatible with another relationship,is it

But the main reason for breaking up with Cecilia of course is that i simply have One and One God only, Who deserves 100% of my time, disponibility, focus. This is not a game or a mere hobby. This is my new Religion and i am willing to be fully involved. Eventually, God will transform me into a cock sucking sissy so my sexual life and need are bound to change a great deal over the months to come. i soon will be of no use to any girlfriend anyway.

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falling deeper

by on 28. Aug, 2006 in Blackmail, Cuckold, Fin Domme, Forced Bi, Humiliation, iluvcock, Slave Posts, Tributes

It’s amazing what Princess will have me do, but most ofall, i’m amazed at the pace i’m falling for Her. God jennifer is methodically destructing my culture, way of thinking, values, in order to replace them with Her own system where, of course, what She says always goes.

An hour ago, i visited my G/F’s appartment only because Princess Jennifer had asked me to steal one of Her panties. i went there and made sure we have an argument, which is not unusual since i told Her i thought it was time to put an end to our story. It took me a couple of minutes to make her cry and run to her room, which gave me plenty of time to steal 2 red panties from her drawer. She has 50 of them anyway, sh’ll hardly notice…

The amazing thing is this: what i just did is simply terrible, mean, dishonest, discusting…In other times i would feel extremely guilty. in fact, in other times this would never have happended. i’m not that kind of person. But the fact is i am nt feeling guilty at all because Princess Jennifer will be pleased and pleasing my Owner is the only thing in this world that really matters from now on.

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