Princess Addiction

As I’ve said before, your body and how you feel about it, and how you feel inhabiting it, is a really vital, essential part of your sissy lifestyle. The way your body looks is important, as I’ve talked about in My post discussing the importance of having your own pair of sissy breasts. But what you do with your body, and how you act in it, is just as important as what it looks like to you and to other people.

Your Sweet Sissy Ideal

Our physical behaviors say a lot about who we are as people. That is why, in your role as My sissy girl, it’s vital for you to develop certain physical habits which will help you to establish your sissy role. The more you indulge in sissy behavior, the better sissy you will be! This sounds extremely obvious and simplistic, I realize. But I want to stress this because in practise, it would be easy to overlook things which can really help you to become a complete sissy in body and mind, because they may seem unimportant overall. Or worse, it may seem that I am telling you to do it just to make you miserable and uncomfortable! But this is not the case, sweetie. Not at all. I know what I’m doing, and you know that you can trust Me to tell you exactly what to do to further your aims of becoming a total sissy for Me.

One thing that I’m going to put a lot of emphasis on when I’m guiding you through your sissy transformation is your toilet training. In our current society, there are seemingly endless rules governing how we go to the bathroom, and even how and when we can talk about it at all. Men piss a certain way, and women piss another way, and that is the way it is. What that means is that in your mind, the difference between how men and women use the toilet is very clear and very stark. Because of that, if you switch from going pee like a man, to going pee as a woman does, you are sending a strong message to your mind and body. And that message says, Big Changes are On the Way!

Would She ever pee standing up?

Men piss standing up. This is a very male behavior in the worst sense of the word: obtrusive, noisy, messy, and not at all classy. Women, on the other hand, pee sitting down, which shows a great deal more class and sophistication. It shows that you are willing to hold yourself to a higher standard of behavior in order to reap the full rewards of being female; and you know, sissy, that the more female you feel, the more rewarding it is!

So the next time you are dressed up in your pretty sissy clothes, feeling femmy and fabulous, it’s imperative that you only ever pee sitting down. As you do so, I want you to visualize yourself transforming and becoming more feminized right before your very own eyes.

When it comes to feminization, that is turning oneself into a girly girl for Princess, using Princess as the ultimate role model for femininity, grace, and beauty, it’s natural to pay attention to things like clothes, hair, and makeup. But to My mind, it is equally important while becoming a sweet lil sissy girl, to pay close attention to your body. Our bodies are always present in all our interactions with the universe!

So clearly, sissifying and feminizing your body is essential to truly putting yourself in the head space of a sissy girl. With that end in mind, I have recently become enamored with the idea of Breasts for Sissies. I ordered My sissy slut whore Pammy to purchase a pair for herself; and I think the results speak for themselves. Aren’t sissy’s breasts beautiful? When Pammy is wearing her breasts, Pammy feels like a complete and total sissy girl; more than ever before! I can see it in her face, her walk, how she holds herself; the angle of her head as she flirts with the cam, showing off her soft new female curves.

As a feminine woman with a gorgeous pair of My very own breasts, I won’t hesitate to say that breasts are one of the highlights of the day to day experience of being Female! Those of Us women who possess beautiful breasts use them to Our full advantage daily. Not that We have to consciously do anything, mind you. The fact is that We can’t even help the effect that Our breasts have on men – even on other women. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve caught other chicks checking out My amazing rack on the sly, without even knowing they were doing it! The fact is that whether they admit it or not, or even know this about themselves, everyone loves a great pair of tits.

So as a sissy, it would really make no sense not to invest in your very own set of sexy titties. Having breasts and all the advantages that comes with them, is one of the best things about the female experience, and having breasts is really a central part of womanhood, psychologically speaking. Having a set of perky sexy titties on your person is such a perfect way to mentally reset yourself into a female head space. Your sissy experiences will take on new meaning: your breasts filling out your dresses in new and exciting ways – for which that clitty of yours is already thanking Me even as you picture yourself with that brand new curvy female figure! Every sissy who tries it, loves it. If you are having trouble truly losing yourself into the mindset of a sissy girl, or merely want your transformation to sissyhood to be faster and more intense, getting yourself some breasts to wear would be an excellent plan.

Hi, sissy. Well, it’s that time! Time to talk about how you can take steps to turn yourself into more and more of a sissy girl for Goddess. I know that you want to do it for Me! I know that you want to be true to that sweet little sissy girl inside of you, that you’ve always known was there. I know you rely on Me to help bring her out, to develop her into a bigger and bigger part of your life.

So Soft and Sweet

And there’s no question that developing shy, hesitant little boys into complete sissified little girls is a very special talent of Mine; I’m better at it than anyone around! So if you really and truly do want to make changes in your life to allow for your sissy side to come out, and stay out for a while – long enough for you to really experience life from the soft, sexy, sensual sissy side – you really just need to trust Me. Trust that I know what I’m talking about, sissy. I’ve been doing this for a really long time.

Frilly Lacy Femmy Dress

My experience with feminizing boys and men goes back as long as I can remember, into My early childhood when I would take command of the other children when they came over to My house to play, and I would take the little boys and manipulate them into wearing dresses, heels, wigs, and doing all kinds of sissy girly things they would never dream of doing on their own.
Over My series on turning yourself into the ultimate sissy girl, anytime you find yourself thinking you know better than Me, or any of My advice might be the teeniest, tiniest bit wrong – that is NOT the kind of thinking that will get you anywhere, sissy. You need to understand that I know what I’m talking about; I know exactly how these things work and it is My goal to mold you into a picture perfect sissy girl for Me. I am the Goddess of Sissies, and when it comes to these matt

ers, once you accept that My word is Law, your progress as a sissy will be amazing: With Me on your side, absolutely nothing can hold you back!

Princess Jennifer, my Owner, has ordered me to write a 1800 words essay on why i need to serve and worship Her. i’m very proud that She would give me this opportunity to elaborate on my addiction to Her guidance, authority and abuse, though i doubt i’ll be able to write these 1800 words one shot but i know i’ll finally make it.

How shall i start this? First of all, those who are not really into this should know that in this community, people usually consider some of us are born to rule over an army of lowlives, while the rest is here to crawl, obey and worship their Superiors. As for me, i still remember the day i came to term with the fact i did belong to the mass of submissive males whose life can only be complete if spent serving a smarter, younger, meaner, superior Goddess. i can say this was nothing short of a divine revelation to me, a real shock, as that incidently meant the end of my old self and its male ego. For when i look in the mirror nowadays, it’s impossible for me to see anything but a pathetic excuse for a male with a growing need for feminization and heavy degradation.

However it is fair to say i haven’t gone all the way yet, which is why Princess is planning to train me again and again and take me deeper to the depth of complete dehumanization. She’s simply going to break what’s left of my former self, then rebuild it to her own standards. In a word, i’ll be Her freak, a drone unable to resist the appeal of Her finger snap.

i’m so young to this though. Indeed, the fact is for all the fuss i make about it i never went as far, until now, as to suck a real cock, which i know Princess is planning to have me do asap. Talk about distance betwwen fantasy and real life.After all, i was born a 100% straight guy and things like this don’t come easy to me. Yes i’m craving Princess Jennifer’s training because i am convinced She’s the only Goddess on earth with an ability to effectively mindfuck me, modify my behaviour and sexual response and penetrate deeper in my soul. By constantly increasing the amount of humiliation She forces me to go through, Princess is going to make me a totally different person or, rather, a mindless drone reactig to Her stimulation the way Pavlov’s dog did.

As a starter, since i spent the whole week on a business trip, Princess required that i wear frilly panties on a permanent basis, which i did of course. A simple task indeed, but i can’t even come close to describe the effect this new habit had on my perception of who i really am. After a week like this, it’s like i’m not sure at all i was born a male and i tend to think even my co-workers felt i was not the same.

But let’s not derive from the initial question i was asked to answer: why do i need so bad to serve and worship Princess Jennifer, my Owner and GOD? Well, there are in fact many ways to answer this, most of them related to my  subjective, almost religious approach of a D/S relationship. However, i would like to stick, here at least, to totally objective factors of my addiction.

1. Princess Jennifer is the most charismatic Dominant Woman i ever heard of. Her will is impossible to resist. Period.
2. Princess is half my age and i can’t help feeling like being owned by such a young Goddess is the most exciting thing that could ever happen in my boring life. Any orders She gives me is a blessing.
3. Princess is wicker than any other domme i know. It’s important. Personally, and i’m almost certain to speak for  many fellow subs in this community of sort, i tend to stray or lose interest as soon as a ‘domme’ treats me better, is being nice or even starts to interact with me as if i was Her friend, confident or adviser (which of course would never happen with Princess Jennifer as She surely doesn’t need any advice from lower forms of lives such as i).
4. Princess is painfully intelligent, brillant, intuitive, thus always thinks well ahead of me. She knows what’s in my mind before i know it. She guesses how her slaves are going to react and always moves one or two steps ahead of them so that they never fail to cave in her long planned scheme.

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