Princess Addiction

I’ve always been different than everyone else. Things just aren’t so simple for Me. Even down to a really easy question people can’t seem to decipher My behavior.

To Reflect; When I was a little girl, My friend Christena (some of you might remember her, My roommate who Dommed with Me when I was 18 from MY apartment), and My mom would always get on my case about talking to random people or just not caring what others think in general. Christena and My mom share a common personality type. Their view is that of much of societies; which is why I use this as an example.

I had noticed others confused when they make the observation that I would indeed converse with those who are weird, creepy, odd, different, stupid, etc whatever for “Any Reason”.

What I never bothered making known to Christena or anyone else; is I don’t talk to people for “Any Reason” or “No Reason”. For me ; life is not so meaningless.

Many people talk for the sake of talking; chatting much like an activity to keep up friendships; enhance social bonds but mainly for the sheer enjoyment of talking as an activity. (Pro Tip: DO NOT TRY AND SMALL TALK WITH ME; IT WILL GET YOU SHOT; WITH A GUN IN THE FACE) Even in this simple everyday communication, what I’m getting out of it and what you would get out of it are totally different. I’m not talking for the sake of talking! Do I want some deep emotional friendship with you? A close bond? NO. GOD NO!

Almost everything down to the smallest detail in MY life… I have complex logical reasons for the things I do.

The subject or activity doesn’t really matter. How would I have figured LIFE out without plunging into the waters head first? I learned this by objectively analyzing those around Me. So exactly HOW did I get to be a master of psychology and the Mistress of the art of The Mind Fuck?

IT’S NOT BECAUSE I READ A BOOK DUMBASS.

It’s because I’m always hyper sensitive to MY environment. I know what’s going on… and naturally this means that I’m smarter than you.

Every aspect of life for Me? It’s a learning experience. Then it’s a game; how can I make the most of this for Myself?

My intelligence doesn’t lie in spelling, grammar, math or rules. No school can teach you MY deep understanding. So really think about this piggies before you ask Me stupid questions; My life is so fundamentally different than yours; It’s at the point now where I’m not even going to explain myself unless I feel I have a valid reason. Siphoning through my intense intuition and backtracking using thought; going over things in my head 10 times so they are palatable for you? No thanks, I’ll pass.